And here I am sitting alone on a Saturday during the Covid-19 phase and with a strong urge to write something after a long long time.
I am bored of this house arrest
I feel like going out and meet people
Time taught me the importance of office
I want to dress up for office daily
and then grab the metro seat hastily
Yes, I am being caged at home.
Sitting all alone, just wondering
how everything changes within seconds
I have to take permission to meet my friends
I have to convince people to stay with my parents
No-one understands the loneliness I am going through
No-one understands the pain I feel
May be all this is increasing because of being alone at home
May be all this is increasing because I am always taken for granted
May be because of mood swings I cant express
Or may be because of this room the entire day
But yes, I am being caged at home.
I want to cry out
I want to speak out and shout
I feel unheard and unseen; depressed and weak
I sit alone slowly sinking
and view the world passing
I don't want to be alone in the dark,
Please hold me as I start disappearing in the light
Please hold me as I start to cry
Just hold me so tight
that for a moment, I could feel the light.
